Hey there :)

Let me talk about my *insert a heart here*life (:

I don't even have it but there's this guy that I like a lot. It has been 2 years yet he doesn't even know i like him. Maybe. I don't know but if he does, he doesn't show that he knows it.

He even knows me as his cousin. How pathetic. Kidding. HAHAHA

I messaged my best friend few days ago telling her what has been happening and i suddenly typed and asked her this:

"Isn't crushing on someone just pathetic? You waste your feelings for nothing and you feel like shit and you just get hurt a lot without him even knowing."

And she told me that its not pathetic but you're a lucky ass if he will like you back too but in my case, he clearly doesn't.

Oh whales. I just wanna share this! Nothing damn special. Till my next post, lovelies!

With love, Kailee

Hi! This is my first post here at blogger. I don't even know what to say but I guess I will just type whatever I think of typing and what happens in my daily life at my dream home, California.

I'm just actually here to visit. But then i thought that maybe i could study here. I will be in high school this incoming school year. My parents have decided to let me study here. They WERE cool with it not until my aunt gave them the idea of how hard it will be for the embassy to give me a student visa since I'm just a tourist here. Soooo, now they're actually blabbering nonsense 'cause i really wanna stay here. I don't know why. I know its too early for me to decide where country im gonna be staying for the next 4 years of my life but i know what i am doing. I really wanna do this but i dont really know if its still happening. Im hoping though.

California has always been my dream "home". If living here means being away from my family (which actually wont be hard cause they can visit me anytime they want to), I would do it. Not that i dont love my parents but because I love California too much.

When they told me that it's kind of not happening anymore I just stared at the window and think of the reasons why i wanna stay here. "I love California", my mind says.

But I don't know. Maybe I'm just overwhelmed of being here. Back at home, I am a princess. Not literally though but they treat me like one. I get whatever I want and whatever I may need. I understand that life here is hard and I'm not used to that. But, again, if it means living here at California... I can work on that.

With love, Kailee