February Favorites!

Well, since February ended we gotta do our February Favorites! Wohoo! This month was not the best for me but I got to love my class so I think 1 to 10, they're an 8! Kay, I'll stop blabbering and go on with my beauty products!

Beauty favorites

Rimmel Stay Matte powder - This keeps me matte all day and I love it cause it does not get flaky on me. I actually just repurchased it 3 days ago and I really love it! I'm in the shade silky beige if you're wondering.

Milani baked blush in Luminoso - Hands down, my favorite blush of all time! Gosh, the color is perfect! It's the perfect peachy pink kinda color that's good for everyday. I would bring it to school to touch up but it's kind of thick so I don't. 

L'oreal Super Slim infallible liquid eyeliner- This stays on for forever but I wouldn't call it waterproof since it's not. I love that it's felt tip and the tip is really not that soft so I can control it fully!

Benefit Hoola bronzer - I love this bronzer cause it's easy to work with and it's not powder like the other bronzers I have!

Fashion favorites

Black Skater Dress from Pacsun (i dont think its still available though)
This is only one but i got it and I really liked it! I do not wear it very often buuut here it is!

I guess I don't have any more fashion faves soooo lets go to random ones!

Food favorites

Chewy chocolate chip cookie! Oh my gooooodness. My friend makes the best ones and I love them so much. I always eat these. And I've been trying out tons of coffee shop's cookies because I wanna find the best ones in town!

Music Favorites

I don't have any "new" songs and albums that I listen to but I just recently heard about The 1975 and I love them! I don't actually listen to bands but when I do, I just listen to The Script. Sooo, here are a few songs that I've been loving from them!

The 1975 - Chocolate

The 1975 - The City

The 1975 - Girls

^if the links get all messed up, im sorry! 

Movies/ TV Series 

1. 90210 SEASON 1 LINK HERE

2. Pretty Little Liars (is mrs.d really is A?) SEASON 1 LINK HERE

I think thats about it for my February Favorites and I'm sorry that I'm late on this but I hope you enjoyed reading! 

Disclaimer: None of the said companies paid me to talk about their stuff! All of my opinions are completely honest and I would never lie to y'all! 

With love, Kailee

Life shits

Hi guys. This is a personal kind of blog entry.





Recently, I've just feeling a bit off and sad. I'm so pressured and I don't honestly know what to do. My mom and my sister always manage to piss the hell out of me. Last year, when I was in my freshmen year, I knew I screwed my grades up, always went out with friends and even with the wrong crowd. But that doesn't mean I didn't care about all of it. I, like many other people or even everybody, has lots of dreams. No, I dont need anyone to tell me or constantly remind me that I cant do it. That I suck at this, at that. You cant do this, you cant do that. You wont do this, shouldn't to that! Must to this & not that. My mom and I always have these fights and I'm pretty used to it. The feeling of being small and inferior. Now, I now she's my mom and she have all the right to scold me about whatever but to hell with sensitivity. One time she told me, "Yeah because you didn't prove that you're a grown up already." I was so close to saying, "Because I'm fucking not!" Really though. I'm not a damn grown up. I'm 14 for fuck's sake! I'm a teenager, I make mistakes. A lot of them actually. I want to make her proud so bad but whatever I fucking do, nothing fucking happens. Recalling all of it, she's never been to any of my musical plays. I always do great in them. I always win as the best actress, best supporting actress and all. She was never there. When I was in my last elementary year, I was not in the capital city of my country. I was studying back to my hometown and when I reached high school, they transferred me to a really expensive and high-class high school. For the past 2 years of my life, they have not stopped talking about me not proving myself that I can handle school. My freshman year was really tough and I'll admit I had to take Algebra for summer because I failed it. I didn't mind cause I didn't have the right to. At least I can do something to make myself busy, right? I took it out like that. I put a positive spin on it because I had to survive it. After that my mom told me I won't anymore go to that school because I'm wasting pretty much $2,500 for school that I don't even deserve. But turns out they still enrolled me to the same school and now, NOPE i don't have any failing marks which I'm super proud about! But because of my bad habits, maybe they wont send me there anymore. I don't even know.





Bottom line is, I want to make her super proud but I don't know where to start. I wanna earn $2500 to enroll myself to my school next school year because I love it there. That's all for tonight.

With love, Kailee