So, I just got back from a vacation at Los Angeles, California, my dream place. It was all a blur! I was there for a month and a half and BOOM i feel like ive only been there for a week. I totally miss California. All dem palm trees. The california teenagers. All of it. Especially my "one true PUPPY love" i guess you could say.
Ive been in puppy love with him since the day i met him. That was about a year ago. That whole year i didnt get to see him because I just didnt have the chance, maybe. But this vacation gave me chances. Lots of it. But no, i didnt tell him. I chickened out. I haven't regret but... I just wish I had the nerves to tell it to him. But i did not. So now, i have to wait for 2 years again to see him.
That guy... gives me butterflies just by thinking about him. When we were heading home from Vegas, he was beside me. About halfway home, he fell asleep with his eyes & mouth slightly opened. He's so cute!! I was doing this note in my phone while he was sleeping. Haha! I don't know what or why is it so hard for me to not give a fig about him and just don't care. Its not like we talk a lot though but i don't know... I just do.
I know he loves his father very much. Very very much. He would always be beside him and sometimes tweet about him. Tweet like he wish he lives with his dad. But he loves his mom too! Oh and... how his cheekbones rise up when he smiles laugh! How he cares for his brothers. How he loves basketball. How he loves Kendrick Lamar. How he walks. How he look. Him. As pathetic as it may sound but... he really got me. On my knees, indeed.
Till next blog, lovelies.
With love,
